Dwesh / Jealousy

When the player allows his fantasies to carry him away, the resulting loss of energy can bring him to the square of jealousy — the basic second-chakra problem. Jealousy is a condition of mental imbalance resulting from suspicion and the fear of rivalry and unfaithfulness. It is a form of insanity, which troubles the mind of the self-intoxicated player. His ability to fantasize allows him to swell his ego out of all proportion. He loses the ability to distinguish between what is possible and what is. His confusion stems from his overindulgence in the fantastic.

He begins to suspect others when they fail to conform to his own self-image. In love he is jealous and fearful of rivals. His self-doubts grow, and soon his energy is drawn back to the first chakra, where he becomes caught up in greed. Jealousy nurtured his lack of self-confidence, which bore fruit as insecurity, the basic first-chakra character trait. His lack of self-confidence also leads to self-hatred, which is then projected outward as the hatred of others.

To regain his sense of self-confidence he must reexperience the first chakra, where he can lose his insecurity and again raise his vibrations.